Fall Out Boy - playlist

Sorry I haven't written anything in a while, I've been too busy coughing up my guts with a wretched virus. Eugh, feel like crap right now. A girl has obligations to uphold however, and I'm determined to document how my week has gone.

L. and I have made things incredibly awkward in our little group. Our other friend J. has been more than a little torn to say the least, so I made things easier and went to sit with another group. Unfortunately she now thinks I'm avoiding her, so I've had to set her mind at ease, which I think I've done. Hopefully all will be okay with us after the half term holidays are over and we're back to school.

This group I've been hanging with... it's hard for me to interpret them. I mean, I only really know three people in their group, which has about fifteen people in it, so I've tried to stay as quiet as I can (not hard considering every time I speak I cough everywhere!) and when I do speak it's to S. and his friend T. They don't seem to hate me, so I take this as a good sign!

Problem is my previous love for S.'s best friend, who I now have to see every break. He ignores me, even though I hang with S., but I think I prefer it that way. If we did talk to one another, even when not surrounded by people, it would be incredibly awkward and tense. So we tolerate each other I think, and S. and T. are so nice to me, it's weird to be getting on so well with boys, when I've never really been friends with guys in the past, except H.

Apart from my illness and that, nothing much has really been happening, I mean, exams are coming up in a few months, so I'm planning on lots of revision. Lucky me >.<

Erm... my prom dress came in the post. It's beautiful! And I'm so ugly :( I hope I can pull it off on the night. It's only for three hours, but people make such a huge deal over prom. Sometimes I wish I weren't going. I did ask T. if he'd go with me, but he said to ask S., although I don't think he really meant it, I've been thinking about it a lot more than I probably should...

Emily xx